the sweetest ever. :’)
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Ahhh, an entire day to myself. Just watching my downloads, eating my heart out and a heap of good music; enough to put my head in a good place. :)
Thank you, God. This is exactly what I needed. A step away from all the pressure I now understand was nothing but self inflicted.
I woke up fairly early today and by early I mean 8:30AM. ;D That’s early in my universe, okay? Don’t judge. Anyway, I woke up and had a good dose of music to my ears. I thought about where I am in life right now and all the good things that are coming my way. For a month or two I’ve been pretty much on highs and lows all together but early this morning I realized I’ll be okay after all. :) For some reason the future seemed less scary, less of a hard path, less of a struggle. I finally appreciated the gift of having the chance to take things slow; the gift of being provided with everything I could possibly need for me to take my time and think about the moves I am willing to make for my future; the gift of not having to rush things and put my self into situations I am not prepared for.
I finally understood Him- God. I finally understood what He’d been trying to tell me. It wasn’t that He was not listening to my prayers; it’s just that He had a different plan.
I guess He wanted me to learn to be patient, to learn how to lay back and take things slow, to live my life in the moment and not plan for the coming years ahead. He purposefully slowed things down so I can see the world and realize how fast time flies and how stupid I was for wanting to make things move faster than they already were. He wanted me to learn a lesson; that I cannot always get everything I want, when I want it. He made me watch other people do good so I can learn to be happy for them. He taught me that sometimes, I’d have to wait longer. Little by little, He unfolded the path I was to take and for that I am truly grateful. Every night I offered Him my life and I always ask Him to lead the way and it was what He had been doing all along. He never left me or forgot me as I thought He did. He just chose walk me through the longer road because it was what I needed.
Now, more than ever, the future excites me. :) I will take my time and think things through before I make decisions. From this point on, I will make sure I do good in everything because each step is planned and no plans can ever be wasted.
Everything is falling perfectly in place now. I am truly happy and I feel extremely blessed. God is my savior and my strength, without Him I am nothing.
gaaaaaaaaaw! :3 omg omg omg. T___T hahahaha! i want this little fella. :”)
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